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    For Love to exist Everything Everywhere All At Once (2022)

    On the bond between mother and daughter.
    By Angela TranMay 9, 2022 Creative 2 Mins Read
    Art by Bonnie Huang.
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    It’s ok if you’re not proud of me

    This is the exact moment I started crying.

    I wonder if I’ll ever say that to you

    My birth giver, my DNA, my mother

    To let you know that I know you’re not proud

    Maybe I already have from what has happened

    Late nights coming home

    Tattoos

    The sleepovers

    My undefined queerness

    Do you still see me as Vietnamese or am I behaving 

    in the ‘Western’ ways now?

    You need not be proud of me to still love me

    All at once

    In another life I would be happy just doing laundry and taxes with you

    I wish it could have been you 

    To sit in the silences

    To do LIFE with 

    If we stopped loving each other to let go of each other like this 

    Because we could do nothing but it would still be something to me. I digress

    Because I want the good to exist

    Everywhere

    Because it does exist

    Whether you are here

    Or in my mind

    All at once

    Nothing matters

    Alternatively, I am relinquishing my control of these matters

    They do matter. I’m choosing for it not to bother me 

    I’m learning that to have no expectations means to be less disappointed 

    Even if everything Did

    Does

    Will

    Matter 

    All at once

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